Its no drama, mistake or account hakk. The original post proly sounds to dramatic for what it is, i blame the whiskey for that
This is something i considered for a long time, tbh at the end of nexuiz i was fairly determined to take a break from this - that cunning plan did not really work out xD It has more to do with me then it has to do with Xonotic, simply put i let it take for to much of my time and i don't see a way to change that aside from stopping my involvement all together - at least for long enough to get the distance i need to be involved in a non manic way.
Id like to thank everyone in the community and my co-mania.. err developers for all the good times.
EDIT:
Vehicles are a part of vanilla Xonotic, anyone can set up a server for that.
There are already multiple overkill servers. Its also available tough the repos, just as all "my" other xono related projects.
However i disagree that i have some obligation to keep them alive, its not "my things", they belong to everyone. that is, after all, the whole point of open development. If they are interesting enough im sure someone will pick up the threads. if not, its abt time to let em die. I fail to see how im am nontransparent with it this, all the code and media is available to everyone.